CALL IT WHAT YOU WANT

So you get to a point in life when you feel at ease. Yes, my tormented twenty-somethings, nirvana is near. You come to a point in your life when you realise the answer is “there is no answer” and you are actually ok with it. Your little or large grey matter computes that accepts it and actually stops tormenting you. In some cases you even come up with a set of rules that will govern your life and that you foolishly think make the world a better place or even secretly guide it... like karma and always being happy makes good things happen to you… pay it forward. You would never admit it to your cynical, yet closet positive thinking, friends but in your sweet teenage (yet thirty something) heart you actually believe this! Then life throws you a fastball one of those ones that hits you in the stomach and prevents you from eating for a few days (which is good for your waisteline but bad for the soul).

And all the card castles that you had built on the shaky foundations of your made up principles and rules comes flapping down like a sick pigeon. And you are left there like a babbling drunken idiot thinking … well you don’t even know what